I miss you 
Every moment 
Of every day.
It is there, always 
And ambient 
But hard to describe 
And hard to say,
Hard to cement
As not material.
How deep and personal
How untouchable, unseen
But also how real.
Life goes on 
With unforgiving reality.
Memories are there to stay
Something to lean on,
Forever, clean and unclean
Messy and pristine
And for the eternity.